I've been out of the Internet public eye. I haven't blogged or tweeted since 2021. I didn't have anything to say. I was in too much pain. Functioning has been incredibly difficult.
Over the last few years I've been struggling to make sense of my life and figure out what I should be doing with it. I've been lost, and in many ways I still am.
I don't want my thoughts and feelings to destroy me. I am strong. There was a time when I was happy now I just let the tears fall. It cuts too deep.
